I expected breastfeeding to be hard, I really did. So when I left the hospital without a breastfeeding baby and a baby that needed formula supplement I wasn't surprised and it was okay. We had some really hard feeds but then we'd have some great feeds and we were making progress... really.
I could handle one problem, one problem at a time maybe even two but these three have really worn me down today.
So I have a baby who doesn't suck all that well, and then I also don't produce enough milk but it was okay, I could handle those two.
And then we developed thrush.
It's hard, I'm frustrated and I hope the medication works quickly, I've got to get rid of one of the three problems quick or I'm giving up.